farid picked me up after work just now,really appreciate it.We had a talk inside the bus n i asked him who's the girl inside the facebook n he said fadilah.Farid&Fadilah hehe nice. Deep in my heart i feel so jelous to look at the photos of his girl frens.Dunno why. i know i should trust him but sometimes i just feel like a fool.i feel that all his frens are pretty/beautiful but look at me... wat do i have? nothing...nothing at all.Nothing to be proud of.almost had a fight with him just now abt the photos but i tried to keep it cool. we're settle n ok but i still can't take it. he post all his beautiful frens but my photo is only like half of it? i dunno why am i crying again when we're still together. my heart is shattered.oh god.fadilah is beautiful seriously,prettier than me,i don't blame him of having a crush on her or wat.i'm a bit dissapointed when he didn't told me he got facebook.i dunno.... i love him but my heart says no. yes it's true i'm jelous but i have no courage to tell him that,we'll end up fighting again.... i feel insecure,thinking abt it really make me feel hopeless. i wanna run away frm my problems. does he care abt me?
Hidah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! open ur eyes,heart n soul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love farid alot n i hope he does feel the same way too... but if he doesn't he have to tell me the truth.i can handle the truth.
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