a day with hakim

had a great time spending time with hakim today,we went to vivocity. supposedly we should catch a movie body of lies but the time slot is very late at 2300 so forget it. we went to out usual spot at raffles n hang out there,take picture.,shoppping... had a small arguement with my bf over the phone but we're ok after that... i dunno.... hehe i'm so damn tired now. p/S: miss video call with izzy,it seems like we're now fall apart. not so sure because of what....

karaoke @ cashbox studio

i would like to thank adnan n fit for organizing this great outing! hehe i started to love singing,relieve my stress away.there was fit,adnan,syafiq,naf,nazir,cha,cha fren,hin,izzaki,idin,faiza n ANWAR hehe i duet with him,so damn funny.me n syafq sing this duet song name "metal vs Dugem" i guess... by project pop haha.at the end of the day we sing isabella.i love u guys alot for being there for me n tried to cheer me up when i'm down.love u muackz!

life goes on

farid picked me up after work just now,really appreciate it.We had a talk inside the bus n i asked him who's the girl inside the facebook n he said fadilah.Farid&Fadilah hehe nice. Deep in my heart i feel so jelous to look at the photos of his girl frens.Dunno why. i know i should trust him but sometimes i just feel like a fool.i feel that all his frens are pretty/beautiful but look at me... wat do i have? nothing...nothing at all.Nothing to be proud of.almost had a fight with him just now abt the photos but i tried to keep it cool. we're settle n ok but i still can't take it. he post all his beautiful frens but my photo is only like half of it? i dunno why am i crying again when we're still together. my heart is shattered.oh god.fadilah is beautiful seriously,prettier than me,i don't blame him of having a crush on her or wat.i'm a bit dissapointed when he didn't told me he got facebook.i dunno.... i love him but my heart says no. yes it's true i'm jelous but i have no courage to tell him that,we'll end up fighting again.... i feel insecure,thinking abt it really make me feel hopeless. i wanna run away frm my problems. does he care abt me?
Hidah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! open ur eyes,heart n soul!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love farid alot n i hope he does feel the same way too... but if he doesn't he have to tell me the truth.i can handle the truth.

break up is painful

hi, previously i wrote abt breaking up with my bf because of facebook etc etc. As usual,we can't be seperated no matter what happen.we love each other so much.we had a talk... very long conversation! not only my bf n me cried but my mum cried too n i don't really know why hehe. Actually i've made up my mind to break up but there's something abt him that i just can't let this relationship go.I would like to thanks my frens especially Izzy for being there for me when i'm at the lowest point of my life n also fit,anisa for trying their best to cheer me up.i love u all muackz... n to Farid... i love u alot too,even more...

thanks izzy

Thanks Izzy for letting me share my problems with u

Farid n me like hanging.I know that i have to be strong no matter what. after hearing this n that, i heard that farid has a facebook which i don't even know. Fuck. he told me "i don't even know how to sign up fo friendster etc etc...." and end up he has facebook. big fuck?

now,seriously my life is in a mess now.... BIG mess. n i can only turn to Izzy,Ana & Fauzi. haiz................................................................................................

I have to wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!!! be strong hidah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u don't need a man to survive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n u don't need farid to rely on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!